ON A WINTRY NIGHT I SAW MOON SHINING ALL WHITE COLD AND DARK SIDES CLOUDS CROSSING MOON MAKING IT A SHOW BUT THEN THERE WAS A CHILL WIND FLOWING THROUGH COULD IT BE MORE COLD OR COULD IT BE SO SHADOWY BUT THEN THERE WAS A COLDNESS IN THE SKY WAS LIKE A DEAD SCENE OR LIKE A PALCE WHERE NO HUMAN LIVES OR LIKE HELL IN WHITE MOON AND CLOUDS WITH STARS LIKE A DESERT WINTRY NIGHTS WITH ALL GLOOMINESS
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My little happiness lies in very small small things for some they are just nothing but for me they are everything... when I was small I find my happiness in eating fruits that seasonal fruits now my happiness lies in shining stars , full moon new season new flower pot because I don't need more from my life I just need petty things stick by my side...
WANDERING WHAT I WANT,
THINKING WHAT I CAN DO.
IN THE DARK LONELY NIGHT ,
I ONLY DESPISE HOW I AM SO UNABLE TO DO NOTHING.
THE WAY I AM LIVING ,
CARELESSLY , WASTING IT,
I MIGHT END UP IN A STREET FULL OF PEOPLE WHO ARE SAME AS ME .
THAT WON’T BE SAD
BUT IT WOULD BE PATHETIC
TO SEE MY SELF GOING DOWN AND DOWN
AND SO DOWN THAT I MIGHT BE KICKED OUT
BY THAT STREET TOO
IN A ROAD FULL OF HOLES AND SPEED-BREAKERS.
AND WHEN I WILL SEE
I WILL SEE A LOT OF PEOPLE
WHO ARE GROWING
AND GROWING IN THE RIGHT WAY THAT I
WAS UNABLE TO DO,
STILL SEEKING MY WAY
STILL FINDING MY DREAM
I AM AFRAID I AM NOTHING BUT A SMALL KID
WITH NO DREAMS AND JUST CRYING FOR A TOY
FOR A MEANS TO LIVE THE LIFE.
I FEEL SAD
FOR MY CONDITION AND OFTEN GETS UPSET.
BUT WHOES GONNA RESOLVE THAT
APART FROM ME .
AM I SO DUMB ,
OR I HAVE THE POTENTIAL ,
JUST REVOLVING IN THIS TWO LINES.
MAY BE ONE DAY I CAN ACHIEVE IT
OR MAY BE ONE DAY I WILL LOOSE IT ALL.
IN THE NIGHT I WAS THIKNING ,
WHY I FEEL ALONE
WHY I FEEL SAD
WHEN I HAVE NO HAVE TO HOLD ON.
THEN I REALIZE IT’S ME
WHO IS HOLDING ME BACK …
I CRY FOR BEING A COWARD
FOR NOT ABLE TO SPEAK FOR MYSELF
FOR FEARING SOMETHING I SHOULD FACE ..
I BLAME AND BLAME OTHERS FOR MY WEAKNESS
I TRY TO AVOID THE THING I SHOULD FACE
AND ATLAST IT’S ME WHO IS HOLDING ME BACK
IT’S ME WHO IS BLOCKING MY WAY
TO THE PATH OF THE GROWTH ….
SEEING YOU STANDING THERE
WAITING FOR SOMEONE NEW
AND REALIZING IT WAS ME FOR PAST TWO YEARS
IT DOESN’T BREAKS ME
IT MAKES ME REAIZE
HOW FAST IS LIFE RUNNING
AND HOW FAST I LOST YOU…..
There will be a land
Of you and me
Where there will be
Me in your arms
Kissing your lips
There will be no noise
Dancing all night
and sleeping in your lap
Swimming in your eyes
And floating in your love.
NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE LIVING LIKE THIS
LEAVING YOU NEVER SEEMED EASY…
BUT I SEE THAT WAS TOO GOOD..
NOW AM HAPPY AND FREE
AND NOT BOUNDED BY YOU..
YOUR THOUGHTS SACRED ME EVERYTIME YOU PUT THAT ON ME..
I THOUGHT THAT YOU WERE MY LIFE
AND I WAS UNABLE TO LIVE WIHOUT YOU…
BUT I LOOK NOW HOW EASY IT WAS TO GET AWAY FROM YOU
AND LEAVING YOUR SHADOW WAS BEST THING I COULD EVER DO…
I WASN’T GROWING UNDER YOU
I WAS DIMINISHING LIKE A DYING STAR…
LOVE SEEM LIFE TO ME AND
YOU SEEM RAY OF HOPE TO ME..
I WAS WRONG
LOVE IS NOT ALWAYS YOUR LIFE
LOVING YOUR LIFE IS.
AM NOW A STRONG AND A FREE SOUL…
THAT DOESN’T WANTED TO GET TRAPED
Sometimes i lose faith,
I lose faith in me .
I try to understand
But am confused
Am not getting
What it takes to be.
By not speaking any word
would not help me.
But it will surely weak me.
Thinking all the time
To get what i want
But doing noting
And staring the wall
It makes me hopeless
And it makes me a coward.
Today’s weather was great.
One of my friend called me when she was out with her boyfriend , just to show me weather, she was happy .
But i was in my bed sleeping , not worrying whats happening outside.
Sometimes not caring what you want and just let things go , helps your mind to calm down and not to think much.