I STARTED READING WHEN I WAS IN 8TH CLASS. I WASN’T LATE NEITHER TO EARLY TO START IT , BUT DEFINITELY A GOOD HABIT . I DON’T REMEMBER THE FIST BOOK I READ , MAYBE IT WAS A BOOK WITH TOO MANY PICTURES THAT MADE IT EASY FOR ME TO READ IT . TILL I WAS IN SCHOOL I DID’T READ MUCH , I LIKED TOO BUT NEVER PURCHASED A BOOK . AFTER I COMPLETED MY 12TH CLASS , I CONTINUED THIS HOBBIE . THE FIRST BOOK I PURCHASED WAS ” GOOD VIBES ,GOOD LIFES” BY VEX KING. I REALLY LOVED HOW GOOD IT WAS WRITTEN . IT INSPIRED ME TO READ MORE SUCH SELF HELP BOOKS .
SO THE JOURNEY OF MY BOOK COLLECTION STARTED . I USED TO GO MY INSTITUTE TO STDY SPANISH , AND BY SAVING SOME MONEY , I USED TO BUY A BOOK IN A MONTH . I WAS REALLY FASCINATED BY THE COLOURS , COVERS OF THE BOOKS . THE MADE ME HAPPY .
READING BOOKS NOT ONLY MAKES ME HAPPY BUT ALSO TEACHES ME HOW TO WRITE BETTER . BUT SURELY I AM NOT LEARNING THAT CORRECTLY . TILL NOW I HAVE 21 BOOKS AND I AM REALLY HAPPY TO HAVE THEM ALL . I WISH TO CONTINUE THIS HABIT TILL I GROW OLD AND DIE . BECAUSE WITHOUT BOOKS MY LIFE WOULD BE DULL AND LIFELESS .
Am awake all the night ,
thinking about my life.
Am restless and wanna fight,
but couldn't get the guts to survive .
Hoped for better , hoped for light ,
guess am not alright.
Jumping from the subjects
like jumping from a plane
Thinking about it , thinking around it
and processing all these , hoping one day
miracle will happen and I will fight it .
Am not weak it's just am not doing it right
need to focus it
need to face it
and need to love to do it .
Wishing for a wishing well
so my wish come true
wishing for a happy life
so my dream come true
ON A WINTRY NIGHT
I SAW MOON SHINING ALL WHITE
COLD AND DARK SIDES
CLOUDS CROSSING MOON MAKING IT A SHOW
BUT THEN THERE WAS A CHILL WIND
COULD IT BE MORE COLD
OR COULD IT BE SO SHADOWY
BUT THEN THERE WAS A
COLDNESS IN THE SKY
WAS LIKE A DEAD SCENE
OR LIKE A PALCE WHERE NO HUMAN LIVES
OR LIKE HELL IN WHITE
MOON AND CLOUDS
WITH STARS LIKE A DESERT
WINTRY NIGHTS WITH ALL GLOOMINESS
Lately I have noticed that I want to learn a lot of new languages , skills and different things. But as usual this is just a hunger to learn everything and in this hunger I try to learn several things together . Which leads to learning nothing .
I started one language and I was doing fine but than the desire to learn another new language made me crazy so I was learning two languages together . So the result was that I was not getting better in any .
That’s definitely not growth but an obstacle that needed to be solved . So I tried to manage everything my time, my schedule . Again I was competing with myself to give everything equal time . But I failed terribly. One day I am doing something that didn’t needed to be done and next day I am finding something different to learn . That’s how stupid I am .
I don’t have any particular mindset to deal with this side of my brain . I am still confused how to be more concentrated to one task at a time . Above all I really need to learn the technique of doing one thing and doing it perfectly atleast.
THERE IS A BOOK NAMED ATOMIC HABIT , IF YOU HAVE READ IT THAN YOU KNOW A LOTS OF THINGS ABOUT HOW TO CREATE NEW HABITS, HOW TO GET RID OF OLD HABITS . IT’S REALLY AN INTERESTING BOOK WRITTEN BY JAMES CLEAR. I HAVEN’T READ IT BUT I HAVE LISTENED IT . AUDIO BOOKS ARE REALLY HANDY . YOU DON’T NECESSARILY HAVE TO CARRY A BOOK WITH YOU 24/7 . YOU CAN LISTEN IT ON YOUR PHONE .
BASICALLY WHAT I UNDERSTAND FROM THIS BOOK IS THAT CREATING NEW HABIT IS NOT ABOUT DOING ALL THE NEW THINGS IN ONE SINGLE DAY . YOU REALLY HAVE TO PRACTICE IT DAILY BUT NOT FOR HOURS FOR SOME MINUTES TO MAKE IT YOUR HABIT . IF YOU PRACTICE IT FOR HOURS THAN YOU WILL GET BORED AND WON’T REPEAT THAT HABIT AGAIN .
THAT’S HOW THINGS WORK . BUT IF YOU DO IT SLOWLY AND REGULARY YOU WILL GET USED TO IT. FOR EXAMPLE , ONE DAY YOU DECIDE THAT YOU ARE GOING TO LEARN TO PLAY GO-GAME. YOU SIT ON YOUR TABLE AND TRY TO LEARN IT FOR HOURS . NEXT DAY YOU REPEAT IT FOR HOURS, AND THE VERY NEXT DAY EITHER YOU WILL BE BORED OR TIRED OF THE GAME . BUT IF YOU HAVE STARTED WITH PRACTISING IT DAILY FOR 10-15 MINUTES , YOU WOULD HAVE CONTINUED PLAYING IT FOR SEVERAL DAYS AND NOT JUST FOR 2-3 DAYS .
THIS BOOK IS REALLY A GEM . IF YOU HAVEN’T READ IT YET GIVE IT A SHOT .
YESTERDAY I WAS WATCHING A SHOW ,SO IN SHORT THE BOY LOVES THE GIRL BUT DIDN’T CONFESS TO HER BECAUSE HIS FRIEND ALSO LIKES HER . HE LOST THE OPPORTUNITY .
FOR THE SAKE OF SOMEONE ELSE HAPPINESS YOU SHOULD NIT NEGLECT YOUR FEELINGS . IT’S STUPIDITY . WE ALL ARE GIVEN ONLY ONE HUMAN LIFE SO BETTER BE EXPRESIVE AND LIVE HAPPILY OR STAY MUTE AND CRY FOR LOVE .
NO ONE IS GOING TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT NOT WAIT FOR IT .
As the year is ending I thought to do something different in writing field . I decided to write book reviews , but I couldn’t write more then two sentences. So I realized it’s not easy to write anything . You really have to search in depth the concept and everything . It’s not a piece of cake .
But I am going to practice how to write it and I am going to do it with my whole potential . (P.S any kind of help is welcome.)
YESTERDAY I SAW ONE OF MY FRIEND’S POST ON A SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORM . I WAS REALLY INSPIRED HOW SHE CHANGED HERSELF FROM NOTHING TO SOMETHING .
THAT IS THE CHANGE I ALSO WANTED . SO I STARTED SEARCHING AND DOING MY REGULAR STUFFS I DO TO GET INSPIRED . BUT I AM BACK TO THE PLACE WHERE I WAS . I CANNOT JUST GET INSPIRED AND DO NOTHING . I HAVE TO FIND MY OWN PATH . OTHER PEOPLE’S PATH IS NOT MINE TO WALK . THEY HAD THERE OWN STRUGGLES AND I WOULD HAVE MINE .
AS I AM GROWING I AM SEEING A NEW THING THAT I WANT TO PURSUE OR I CAN PURSUE AND CHASING IT WITHOUT THINKING . I KNOW THAT US COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME .
I HAVE READ MANY SELF HELP BOOK . SURELY THEY INSPIRE ME TO DO SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME HAPPY . BUT AT LAST AT THE END OF THE DAY IT’S ME WHO’S GONNA WORK FOR IT, WHO’S GONNA GET IT .
TO CONCLUDE THIS ALL, ALL I NEED TO DO IS TIME MANAGEMENT AND OBSERVE MY SELF TO DO FRUITFUL THINGS NOT TRASH THINGS .
I used to think from where does writers get the ideas of writing a particular topic . It always fascinated me , because thinking in itself is a big deal . What I recently got to know is that , you get ideas when you travel , you see new things and experience the vibe of the time . Sitting ideally in your home doesn’t give you ideas . You have to go outside of your shell and think”what it takes to be a writer “.