WANDERING WHAT I WANT,
THINKING WHAT I CAN DO.
IN THE DARK LONELY NIGHT ,
I ONLY DESPISE HOW I AM SO UNABLE TO DO NOTHING.
THE WAY I AM LIVING ,
CARELESSLY , WASTING IT,
I MIGHT END UP IN A STREET FULL OF PEOPLE WHO ARE SAME AS ME .
THAT WON’T BE SAD
BUT IT WOULD BE PATHETIC
TO SEE MY SELF GOING DOWN AND DOWN
AND SO DOWN THAT I MIGHT BE KICKED OUT
BY THAT STREET TOO
IN A ROAD FULL OF HOLES AND SPEED-BREAKERS.
AND WHEN I WILL SEE
I WILL SEE A LOT OF PEOPLE
WHO ARE GROWING
AND GROWING IN THE RIGHT WAY THAT I
WAS UNABLE TO DO,
STILL SEEKING MY WAY
STILL FINDING MY DREAM
I AM AFRAID I AM NOTHING BUT A SMALL KID
WITH NO DREAMS AND JUST CRYING FOR A TOY
FOR A MEANS TO LIVE THE LIFE.
I FEEL SAD
FOR MY CONDITION AND OFTEN GETS UPSET.
BUT WHOES GONNA RESOLVE THAT
APART FROM ME .
AM I SO DUMB ,
OR I HAVE THE POTENTIAL ,
JUST REVOLVING IN THIS TWO LINES.
MAY BE ONE DAY I CAN ACHIEVE IT
OR MAY BE ONE DAY I WILL LOOSE IT ALL.
