Am awake all the night , thinking about my life. Am restless and wanna fight, but couldn't get the guts to survive . Hoped for better , hoped for light , guess am not alright. Jumping from the subjects like jumping from a plane Thinking about it , thinking around it and processing all these , hoping one day miracle will happen and I will fight it . Am not weak it's just am not doing it right need to focus it need to face it and need to love to do it . Wishing for a wishing well so my wish come true wishing for a happy life so my dream come true